The Significance of Snoring by RatofSpring, literature
Literature
The Significance of Snoring
She tip-toes into the room, wary of the squeak the floorboards by the doorway make. 'It's too quiet in here,' she thinks. By the dim light of the alarm clock she can make out the silhouette of a figure lying in the bed. Standing still for a moment, she strains her ears and listens. There it is... a soft snore. Good, he's still asleep.
She makes her way through the room to the attached bathroom. As she grabs a cloth and starts the tap to wash her face, she can't help but think back to when she didn't have to be so cautious. He used to sleep deep. 'And snore really loudly,' she recalls.
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She sleeps on one side of the long couch, in
I long…to have her in my arms,
To have her sweet embrace against my body,
To feel her sweet tender lips against mine,
To stare deeply and lovingly into her eyes.
I want to hold her hand while taking a walk through the park,
Hold her close up against me in the cold winter rain,
To kiss her so passionately, that she would forget everything around her,
Hoping that her fears will be chased away and drowned in the love that me and her share.
Watching her run around, as gracefully as an angel,
I thought to myself, she is so beautiful,
She's the angel that broke her wings, and fell from the sky,
Into my arms, where she will be able to ca
I am a girl
And so are you
When you kiss me
I feel brand new
People might stare
They might get mad
But they can't understand
Nothing they never had
My heartbeat flutters
My brain is a mess
I love you more everyday
Not ever less
I want to protect you
I want you to smile
I want you to know
You're not a trial
Without a doubt
You're my mate and soul
And without you
I might lose control
Boys want to fix me
Girls only sigh
But when I look at you
I cannot see why
They say we're the same,
But we're nothing alike
They label us weirdo's,
Ugly, and dyke
But there's a secret
They do not know
That our romance
Is not just s
You've lost interest in everything, in everyone
Nothing excites you, nothing entices you
I can't even coax a smile to cross your lips
You try to keep it all hidden, you try to hide
But I know you all too well, I see the pain, the agony
If you'll let me into your heart, I'll try to help
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes,
The spark deep in your heart, the smile behind that mask
I'm so sick of that mask of yours,
It causes me so much pain, so much sadness
To see those tears fall, but to be unable to wipe them away,
I'm near my breaking point
Nothing would please me more than to rip if off your face
But it's not my place, It's not some
I know it hurts for I've felt your pain
You want to give up
and let the enemies erase you
So I'm telling you now
That your life isn't over
There's still a chance to find happiness
and to have a smile
There's many who feel the same as you do
and I'm sure you know that is true
But did you know that I'm one of those people
who wishes they'd disappear?
I plaster a smile on my face around you
and everyone else
But inside it's cold and dark
and taken over by misery
So I'm telling you now
that all my words are true
I want to be the one
you run to when you're scared
I want to be the shoulder to cry on
when your broken down and a
You torture me,
leave me hanging.
You are my everything.
I long for a glance,
that look in your eyes.
Some sign,
no matter how small.
Anything, other than this,
a cold indifference.
I once believed you cared,
almost believed you loved me.
Yet, no matter
what I give you,
what I do for you...
only results in a cold, barren smile,
that flat tone in your voice,
when you thank me.
I've tried to walk away,
I've tried to leave,
to find another,
someone who will love me,
as I long for you to do.
But when I do,
your silent tears break
my heart,
my soul,
my will,
my sanity.
You rob me of everything,
leaving
It's all just a mask
A thousand fucking lies
You might think you know me
But all you know is this disguise
Coz you want the real truth?
I'm not o-fucking-kay
Just sick of the pain and torture
Let my body rot, decay
Criss cross lines of anger
Madness, sorrow, hurt
Kick me when I'm down
In the churned up, bloodstained dirt
All you see is cheery smiles
Confident blue sky days
But behind the eyes and puckered lips
Drips that lost and desolate gaze
For the death of that one girl
Not a single person feared
Until that mysterious day
When she simply dissapeared
What if you're making me out to be more than I am?
What if you see beauty and perfection where it's not?
What if it's not enough when I've given all I can?
What if my heart is the only thing I've got?
What if I'm not thin and am emotionally scarred?
What if I'm plain and don't dress in the latest style?
What if I need to hide away when the times get hard?
What if I throw up walls, block you out for a while?
What if because you're far you can love me for who I am?
What if when you're here you judge on what you see?
What if I shrug it off like I just don't give a damn?
What if it's not good enough just being me?
Dont let your faith slip away
Know It will all be Ok
This is your time to shine
Tell yourself "Its all mine"
Dont let them bring you down
Stand up and fight
Dont be afraid
Dont cry or weep
We've all been there done that
Sat in the corners afraid of the next day
Ready to be dragged down
Ready to be told that we are worthless
but let yourself know this...
Your something to someone
Dont ever convince yourself otherwise
No matter how much you are ever made fun of
You are You! you are yourself
Now stand up and let it be known
Scream to the world, Scream to yourself
Let them all know that you will not be intimidated
You will no